Floating

Sometimes I just feel like I'm floating. Everyone else around me is falling. They grab onto me to stay up but end up dragging me down with them. That's just my life. I'm the one that all my friends turn to. I'm the go-to-girl, the special sauce, or the advice giver, whatever you'd like to call me. But the problem with that? I don't have anyone to turn to. So they begin dragging me into their issues and I have to struggle to hold on. I'm too busy dealing with their problems, they don't see mine. And I'm not complaining. I have a great life. Sometimes I just wish that I wouldn't be a meaningless little footnote in their lives. I wish that someone could see me.